My rambles on a easter weekend

I'm at home staring at my computer again...A lot of things I wanted to do but  I don't know where to start.

Oh I'm starting to post a video...Hopefully someone would even dare watch it. Blogging thus help to relieve stress. I could easily write down all my angst and boredom in life. I was looking at my pictures and thinking of sharing and posting it on my blog

Started twitter as well but it seems no one read my tweets but me lol

I feel empty yet again...I wanna quite work but I still have a long way to finish all my debts. I'm trying to live a simple life but shopping I slowly creeping into me...

Looking back at the past year, I traveled seen places then come back feeling I don't want this life I want something different...

I started to read things about social business I don't know when it started but I'm trying to find my real purpose in life... 

I signed up with kiva.org and seeing the help of microfinancing to my fellow filipinos makes me feel good...Is this my path? Business with a purpose? I know growing up I always think of a business that helps people... Reading Muhammad Yunus book enlightened me of a few ideas that I could do...

But I have to help myself first before I could even help someone else...I guess I need baby steps to deal with this.... 

2011 here I come!!!!!

New year! resolutions? naaah...doesn't work for me. 

Looking back at 2010 nothing really changed with my life other than I get to travel and experience adventures of a life time. I'm still alone single...thinking how did I end up with this life?

 Checking my facebook account read updates from good old friends what did I see? Pre-wedding and Wedding pictorials aaaw lovely! Will it ever happen to me? Am I bound to be alone? Scared? yeah!!! Who wouldn't I was once surrounded by people who I thought I might end up with but everybody has their new life now and I'm out of the picture.

Well I guess I have to do better this year. AAAArgh! and I'll be 30!!!!!! I chose to be more involved with my career, a career that I'm trying to hang on to...Am I walking the right path? Am I really happy? 

GO GO GO GO!