Went to church tonight...got an amazing message from pastor M which kinda answered my questions.
I'm asking myself what is really my purpose? aaaaaaand booom! I got my answer...LISTEN! That's the message, but is someone going to show me the way? No?! whaaat? why when how? LOL
At the end what matters really is what my heart and soul is telling me right now...be an instrument of change ohwa!!!! Me? that's so freakin deep man! So can I do it? Am I up to the challenge of setting up a program to help ? Baby steps just baby steps, okay this christmas just a few hundred dollars to save NO SHOPPING!!!! I mean it!
So if I go through with my reaching out to change then I have to stay but can I handle 1-2 more confusing years at work? Okay okay I gotta have a job to finance this plan got it!
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